what do you do when you don’t have anyone to talk to?
smh wtf happened last night..
“you lost your innocence’
well no shit i lost my innocence. i lost my virginity to someone who didn’t have the balls to tell me he liked me right afterwards. i fell in.. what seems like love with someone who i can’t even look in the eyes today. i got my heart broken. i let someone in & let someone do this to me. god knows i’m bad at trusting. most of my closest friends don’t know my biggest issues. but i made an exception & this is what i got.
to hear you of all people say i lost my innocence.. what the fuck does that mean?
i’m not a little girl anymore, okay true…
i go out now, sorry for enjoying high school.
i made new friends, sorry for realizing that i needed some god damn change.
i’m so damn sorry that i’m growing up. but you’ve changed too. switching from girl to girl by the week.. don’t be so hypocritical. i wish you could see that i’m just trying to fix my life.
no one fucking gets this. only like two people. but then again only like two people get me. maybe i made this mess for myself.
Maybe I should try to accept the fact that I got my heart broken..
you’re toooooo perfect
you might think you know it all, but i promise you: you have no fucking clue.
only one person actually knows me well, everyone else is temporary & has proven that recently.
i just wanna move to europe & forget everything, is that really too much to ask for?
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